And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. ~Abraham Lincoln
|Not a hound who|
Monday's lesson canceled. "I'm sorry! Things got screwed up and I have to stay late." And, I think to myself, "Well, sometimes you have to put work first so you can continue to enjoy this life! At least I have the Solstice Ride Friday!"
Tuesday's attempt to master the 20 meter circle before our first dressage show became quick swipe of the brush and a rush to beat the setting sun. "Oh well, we'll look like drunks on a binge but, really, this show was about getting out not winning. And, when we gallop at the Solstice Ride, that'll loosen her up a bit!"
Wednesday's call to the Eventing Trainer sounded so familiar, "I have to cancel my lesson, big presentation tomorrow and I need to work late to prepare." And I tell myself, "I'll be on vacation soon, I'll make up the lessons then... This presentation must go well! And, I'll jump at the Solstice Ride!"
Our ride Thursday had the makings of a good training ride - working on Maisy's balance and rhythm while obsessing on whether or not the new saddle worked for me. Our circles were odd egg shaped ovals and our work down the long line had every appearance of a toddler running down hill.
|I want to be free!|
I wondered... "Is this saddle throwing me all around? Am I hanging on her mouth? Is the girth tight enough? Is the girth too tight? Does Maisy like this saddle? Did I waste $3,600 buying it? I wonder if we won that sale? Dear god, did I send that email out? Can't wait for the Solstice Ride!"
You always think that you can make things happen exactly according to your plan. I was to send out the "Thank You for meeting with us, here's why you love us and why you can not live without us" email, then, write a few more to catch up from all that was pushed aside and get out of work by 3 (no later than 3:30).
It was not to be - no Solstice Ride, didn't get into the dressage show and no word about our presentation. I tell myself "Sigh, sometimes work does have to come first!"
|Freedom from worry and fret!|
And, in celebration of a very hard work week, Newbie Eventer and I took our ponies out for a romp just a mere 7 miles away from the barn on a beautiful cool summer morning. And, as we cantered around the "bowl", I smiled... "This is why I bought Maisy! This lovely, spook free, effortless canter that floats upward and out! This is a tiny bit of heaven right here on earth! Everything is gonna be ok! Everything!"
Carpe Diem! Seize the day!