First I want to thank you for giving me the opportunity to live my life as it is today. There are days when I find you so exciting that I can not wait to throw myself into your all consuming embrace. And Work, sometimes I feel that I can not be without you as if you complete me.
Today was a hard one and I think you owe me an apology. I came to you with great joy, eager to dance the happy dance... Oh, I wanted to revel in a weekend of great fun and accomplishment... And you wanted it to be all about you until the dance became a shuffle.
Work, I gave you today... Remember, tomorrow let's work really hard to find a happy balance.
Sugar and I went cross country schooling yesterday. And, for the first time in a long time (maybe ever), we had fun. I can actually say that I had a good time while doing it. And, when Eventing Trainer gave us a course and asked who wanted to start, I raised my hand and went for it.
I had no anxiety, no real nerves... it was if the past two years disappeared and I was moving up to Novice for the first time. And as Sug's Twenty-Something-Friend said, "We did boxes, barrels and benches!"
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Sug was right with me and sometimes taking me... For some of you that's a given but for us, it was a gift! And, I even asked to jump our scary stuff when the Eventing Trainer overlooked them. For me, that is a miracle.
I think we may be back... really back!
Won't you let me keep my happy buzz?