|Da Boyz - Da lufs of my life!|
It is also another day wedged between the days that changed my life. You see, I still mourn the loss of my beautiful, yet wild, lil' pinto pony. It will be one year on Thursday, March 3rd and I can still tear up and want to bawl at having to make the decision to mercifully end her life. (For those of you new to the blog, here's the link)
|I felt so powerful on her!|
Sugar was just a horse. And, all living beings must leave the earth. Sugar was just a horse...
Yes, she was that and she was also a friend and a dream.
|A loving gift from a FRIEND|
Grief eases over time and I believe that one day, Sugar will be just my "last" horse. I will smile with deep warmth when those memories come again but there will be more memories and pictures of Maisy and I doing the things we love so much. Yet, I want to cling to the memory of her twitching spotted nose and the gentle soul she was when greeted by children and fearful adults.
|During chemo at our first show|
And, I will ask you to understand, truly understand, that my love for Sugar and the occasions of sadness for my loss does not limit my ability to love and nurture again. Time heals the loss yet, love is infinite. Don't ask anyone to rush the process, it will come! And, try not to judge for yourself how long it should take. It will come...
I love Sugar and yes, I love Maisy. And, what the heck, let's add Da Boyz in that overflowing bucket of love. It is there and you know what? All you folks... Facebook, Blog Buddies and Readers... you are with me in that bucket of love and, I thank you!